So today, my horoscope said that I shouldn't concentrate on my fears because the power of my thought is more...erm, powerful, than I think. But that just made me fear fearing. That's very useful, isn't it? Stupid Toronto Star and it's stupid horoscopes.

I don't think I've ever been so tired in my entire life. Today, I fell asleep at the wheel again. It's more of an occurence now if I don't feel like sleeping while I'm driving. It's especially when I start drifting into other lanes. I would not like to be the other people on the road with me. I probably scare the shit out of them when I slowly drive into them. Ugh, I have such a major habit of falling asleep in the car, and I was afraid of this when I first started driving.

Anyway, I'm frustrated right now because I just hate it when it seems as if I'm trying so hard to make something work; and yet, it's totally not. I don't know whether it's just my perception of the situation, or whether it really is what I think it is, which would totally suck ass. Wait...I just totally confused myself. Bah, I give up. I wish I could give up completely, but unfortunately, something's attaching me onto something that doesn't even exist. Why couldn't things just be laid out in the open? Complication is not needed at this moment...

What else...oh yes, I must do a reader response on readings I did not do for a two hour, useless tutorial, when I could be studying for my exams. Plus, I have to work for 7.5 hrs tomorrow. I'm loving the cash-money, but lord me, the toll it is taking on me is almost not worth it.

:: Emily 11:31 PM [+] ::